For the 0 people who read this blog: I have moved on. From being a sad poetic soul I’m striving to be happier again, like the good old days. This is only brief as I explain it on MY NEW BLOG!!! hollyblossomsblog Wave goodbye to depression.. Hopefully? I’m trying though, I want to succeed.
I came back from school today with an open mind. This has been such a tough week. On Monday I refused to go to school. It was around 8:30 and I hadn’t done anything, at this point my parents were getting more concerned. My parents love for me to learn and always support me in schoolwork.… Continue reading Kind of Calm
The other day I was in the middle of a science test. Not being myself recently, this made me feel quite stressed. I decided to quietly ask to leave early, I went to our schools isolation house to talk to one of the teachers about how life is treating me. Honestly it’s not going as… Continue reading Chapter 2
Last weekend I went to my friend Emma’s Party. We had a dance battle and it was sort of a Britain’s Got Talent thing. I was with Megan^^ We danced to a High School Musical song. Megan made microphones out of paper and we stuck on fake moustaches to look like boys; Although nothing like… Continue reading Phase?
The world strains my shoulders Grating my skin, Bouncing back The lady behind the desk says “I’m here when you need me” I doubt that “don’t miss your education” she says Whilst letting me miss out on lessons Just think about something else Count backwards from twenty Picture happy in your head Covering machinery with… Continue reading Tomorrow
One day said the little girl meek I wish to fly above, meet a new and seek A kind soul to match mine with heart alongside To dry away cold tears from my steamy eyes Terror commands me if suicide fails I wish for you to live but stay asleep A hundered years later with… Continue reading Restricted
When I was younger I would be bouncing around for months on end for this time of the year. Now I’m less excited. Maybe It’s a sign of me growing up? I don’t want to grow up early like a lot of people at my school. I’m the childish sort. I just finished eating some… Continue reading Christmas Holidays!
Train ticket to Birmingham featuring my short rose gold nails. I wish I grew them out for just a few days more but I have to cut them to play violin properly. We (Justin, Mummy and I) are going to the German market today and I’ve never been before. My friends have been and they… Continue reading Birmingham
Choosing which options to take is so stressful also quite RISKY! I wasn’t sure whether to do two languages at GCSE (French and German) or Art or Music. I can only choose one and it’s a tough decision. Both languages are similar and I still don’t know which I prefer. Outside of school I also… Continue reading Languages
I’m the person who likes alternate music to everyone else. Although I still appreciate “pop” music and like listening to artists like Katy Perry, Taylor Swift and Ariana Grande they’re not really my forte. I don’t see myself as an emo or goth or anything but punk rock/alternate rock is the genre I prefer listening… Continue reading Misery